Posted by Cheryl Maiorano on March 10, 19100 at 20:22:56:
I must figure this out soon..or I am going to freak out....I go to bed.... like a normal person does....it does not matter if I am very tired or just moderately tired..I wake up at around 11:00pm every single night....and have for at least a year or so....I wake up and JUMP out of bed with my heart tacking away....I feel like I have forgotten to take a pill of somekind and I hear myself say .....shit shit I forgot again...sometimes I cry a little.. {I don't have to take pills at all} then right after I realize I don't take pills...I look around my room and..I can't believe that someone has stolen something from the wall on my side of the bed..it is a feeling that something valuable is missing....not monetarily valueble...but something very intense..I soon realize that there was never anything there....I go back to sleep right away and never wake again that night... I can't believe that I do this every night...please if someone would not mind ....trying to tell me what I might do with this wackoness..I would be so appreciative......I am so tired always....Thank You Veen